Seriously. Look up towards the blog header. See that ticker? It says SEVEN MONTHS. Anybody have the ability to fast forward time? I'm starting to get (continuing to get?) discouraged. I know our baby is out there. I know God has a plan for us. I know this is not a long wait compared to so many, but still . . .
During IF treatments, every month came with hope and disappointment. There would be a chunk of time where you hoped this would be "it" and a day of huge disappointment followed by days of barren feelings before hope popped up again. It's kind of the same but different now, and I still have those feelings probably more often than before. Every day I walk by a room that longs to be a nursery. Every day I think of cleaning out that room but can't because of fear. Every day I look at my pups and think of what great fursiblings they'll be. Every day I look at Mr. Rambler and long for him to be a father. Every day my heart wishes to be a mother. Every day we hope the phone will ring with THE Call. And every day we wait.
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5 comments:
Thinking of you... ((hugs))
Waiting with you, sweetie. I was just thinking today that 2012 has been the year of long-awaited babies for so many I love. You are on that list, and I believe with all my heart that this is your year, too.
The wait is horrible and so painful at times. It will be worth it!!!!! Keep your head up and enjoy your time together and with your furbabies. I am keeping my fingers crossed for you :)
Once you get THE call, how long until you'd get your baby? Like is a mother just about to deliver, or has she already delivered your baby at that point? Or is she still a few months away from delivering?
I'm not sure I have any great words of wisdom, but know that I'm here, thinking about you and hoping that call comes SOON!
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