Three years ago today was my first BFP. I had been "feeling funny", so I thought I might as well test. DH was on the phone with his brother dealing with family business, so after a late night at work, I ran to get some HPTs. I called my sister because I didn't even know what kind to buy.
When I returned home from the store, DH was still on the phone. I waited for him to hang up, but after an hour, I decided to poas. Using a CBE digital, I went for it not really knowing what to expect. Lo and behold, it said pregnant. I couldn't believe it. Only ten days after returning from our honeymoon, we were expecting.
I went to tell DH, and he was STILL on the phone. I sat on our bed in shock just waiting for him. After what seemed like years, he finally came in to our room and asked, "How was your day?"
I told him very simply that my day was "pretty good until I got . . . (cue bawling) . . . huh-huh-hhoooommmmmme." Looking at me in utter confusion, DH just stood there.
I then blurted out, "I'm pregnant!" He came and hugged his crying wife and told me it was good.
"Isn't this what you wanted?" he asked.
"Yes," I continued to cry, "but I'm scared!"
Little did I know how scared I really need to be.
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6 comments:
oh...I hear you. I remember my first positive. I felt scared a little but excited too. Same as you, wish had known how scared I should have been.
I really hate these kinds of "anniversaries". Hugs hugs and more hugs.
oh sweetie im so sorry. I remember how clueless and just blissfully happy i was on my first BFP, the ones following that i wasn't scared i was terrified. I truly believe and pray you will experience that again and for a whole long and boring 9 months!
i'm always thinking of you!
I started trying 3 years ago as well. I remember feeling just like that the 1st time I got pregnant. Who could imagine what lied ahead. I would love to share some info with you...if you want email me your email address...
loveauntkiki@gmail.com
Praying for you girl!
This is a hard anniversary, Im sorry. I want you to know that I always am praying for you and I will not quit praying until your dream to be a mom is fufilled. (((hugs)))
Thinking of you and praying for you! I'm forty three and my husband is forty five. We were married almost three years ago. We would dearly LOVE to have a child, but we have been unable to conceive. I haven't been able to get pregnant even once in almost three years....major frustration and heartache!
Two years ago I was diagnosed with endometriosis stage four. I have had two surgeries so far.
My arms and heart ache to have a child of my own! I will pray for you!
May God Bless you!
Maria
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