Cycle #40 began today after a few days of some definite phantom symptoms that almost gave me some hope. While I am disappointed in yet another bfn, I've been able to find the positives. Right now we are vacationing in gorgeous Northern California, and I'm sitting here getting my drink on before getting in the hot tub tonight. Couldn't have done that with a bfp, huh?
I will say that if the number of cycles it takes us to get pg exceeds my age, we will have a problem.