Tonight is tough for some reason. I desperately want us to have a baby, and tonight I feel desperate in that possibility. I have tears in my eyes and an emptiness in my heart. I don't understand why this is happening to us. I feel so cheated.
As an elementary school teacher, I see children EVERY SINGLE DAY who are not being parented. Why do people have children if they don't plan to love them, parent them, and nurture their upbringing? WTH are they thinking? I could go on a long, angry tirade about it, but I'm down right now and know that I can't fix others much less own situation right now.
I just needed to get that out. God, what if we never get to have children? Tears begin to flow . . .
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7 comments:
(((hugs))) I hope you find a ray of light soon.
I dont know what to say except I am sorry you are feeling so sad. I know that sometimes we get into that bad "why me" place and its so hard to get back out. Its ok to do that though. It doesent make sense. Its not right and the world is not fair especially when it comes to children. I hope you get your miracle soon. I really do.
Hang in there hon! It really isn't fair.
I know this dreary weather isn't helping you much either. I'm thinking of you...
HUGS!
I can't imagine what it is like to see children everyday at work and go through IF. It must be so hard. I'm sorry.
((HUG))
Longtime lurker, not sure if I've ever commented on your blog before?
I just wanted to let you know that I also work at an Elementary School and deal with the same thing. I had a parent complain to me 3 weeks ago about how she'd like to give her kids away and I just about started crying in front of her! UGH!
Anyway.... {{{HUGS}}} I wish that this was easier for us Infertiles!
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