I'm a self-admitted pee pusher, and I have been for a long time. If anyone asks if they should poas, I say yes! I'll usually join them just for the opportunity to pee on something.
There are almost always hpt sticks in our house. You can open the cabinet door to find a mix of FRER, CBE Digitals, and ICs. If my stash is depleted, I can head out to the yard and pick up some twigs or leaves or something the dogs have destroyed, and pee on that.
You'd think with my experiences of BFNs for almost two years and funky results from DUD tests that I wouldn't be as much of a poaser as I have been. I think that's beginning to change.
I believe that I may be in recovery. I have no desire to pee at all. Well, at least to pee on things that will only give me a return as white as Marcia Cross' ass (which I really think is actually whiter than my own ass). I'm just not feeling the need. I'm not feeling the possibility that I could be pregnant. I'm simply sitting here waiting on the red-headed slut to darken my doorway. She'll be here by the end of the week. I'm almost sure of it.
But, hey, at least I'm recovering my peeing addiction. Gotta find the positive in everything, right?
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I don't know how you managed to recover. Kudos to you. I'm too addicted to even pretend I want to recover lol
I do hope that you are wrong though and that she will not be here and that this is it. I'm keeping my fingers crossed my dear, really really tight.
I hate, hate, hate this for you. =( I don't want you to POAS either, though. I don't want to hear ANYTHING until it's news of nice, high betas.
I know your hope is buried almost too deep to feel, K. I'll hold mine up to the light for you. xoxoxo
Hang in there. I hope you will be proven wrong with two lines when you do POAS!
I'm keeping my fingers crossed like Shanny, my dear. And if you need a POAS buddy, let me know. I enjoy peeing on things too.
White as Marcia Cross' ass. That's pretty funny stuff.
I hope you are wrong, my friend. I hope to be celebrating here in front of my computer very soon.
Well, it either takes strength or numbness to go on to that level.
I loved AF for having saved me the torturing of going through the Marcia Cross a$$ routine....saved for another day.
But hey hey hey....I am hopeful for you!
Praying for great betas, and a lesson on parallel lines!
Ya know, many a BFP has come at the end of a 2ww of feeling no hope. Just sayin.
I'm glad you're recovering!! I have never been a pee pusher myself- I think it's because on the few occasions that I've gotten the courage, it's always --------. Here's praying we both get + this time!! How are you feeling?
I am a POAS pusher. BUT I, myself, stopped a long time ago and didn't start up again until we ventured into IVF. I don't mind a stark white tests. But years of nothing but stark white tests starts to get old after a while and it's just like "what's the point?". Sorry you've reached the point of disillusionment too. :/
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