I'm a self-admitted pee pusher, and I have been for a long time. If anyone asks if they should poas, I say yes! I'll usually join them just for the opportunity to pee on something.
There are almost always hpt sticks in our house. You can open the cabinet door to find a mix of FRER, CBE Digitals, and ICs. If my stash is depleted, I can head out to the yard and pick up some twigs or leaves or something the dogs have destroyed, and pee on that.
You'd think with my experiences of BFNs for almost two years and funky results from DUD tests that I wouldn't be as much of a poaser as I have been. I think that's beginning to change.
I believe that I may be in recovery. I have no desire to pee at all. Well, at least to pee on things that will only give me a return as white as Marcia Cross' ass (which I really think is actually whiter than my own ass). I'm just not feeling the need. I'm not feeling the possibility that I could be pregnant. I'm simply sitting here waiting on the red-headed slut to darken my doorway. She'll be here by the end of the week. I'm almost sure of it.
But, hey, at least I'm recovering my peeing addiction. Gotta find the positive in everything, right?