Wednesday, January 11, 2012

5 Days to Go

We're in the final countdown.  Got vampired today because ???? (Dr. T said).

Ready.
Nervous.
Want the house clean.
Don't want pain.
Want pain meds.
Worried.
Interested.
Wondering how long I'll be down.
Trying to prepare.
Finishing sub plans.
Thinking.

It's just weird.  All women are created by God to bear children.  I've never done that.  I never will (especially after Tuesday).  It's not that I even can create and carry and bear a child (stupid body), but it just feels kinda strange.  Hope and pray that a selfless woman will at least give me the opportunity to be a Mom.

4 comments:

Sarah said...

Thinking of you! Everything will be okay. And I too hope a selfless woman decides to give you her baby...and soon :)

The Writer Chic said...

Praying for you, friend. Hugs.

starfishkittydreams said...

Take care. I pray that your surgery goes well and your adopted little one arrives soon. You've been on a hell of a journey, but i am sure you will be an amazing mother. Hugs.

NoVaIrish said...

((huge hugs)) my friend. I don't think God created woman to bear children - He created us to love. Our husbands, our families, our furbabies, and especially our children regardless of how those children come into our lives. I can't wait for the day that your baby comes into your life.

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