We're in the final countdown. Got vampired today because ???? (Dr. T said).
Want the house clean.
Don't want pain.
Want pain meds.
Wondering how long I'll be down.
Trying to prepare.
Finishing sub plans.
It's just weird. All women are created by God to bear children. I've never done that. I never will (especially after Tuesday). It's not that I even can create and carry and bear a child (stupid body), but it just feels kinda strange. Hope and pray that a selfless woman will at least give me the opportunity to be a Mom.