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Friday, November 7, 2008

Ready, Set, GO!

Dr. G&D (who actually chuckled yesterday!) prescribed misoprostol that I took last night. Cramping again. Fun. More bleeding. Delightful. I've only been bleeding for 14 days now. Luckily there are pain pills for after I get home. I love pain pills. In fact, I wish I could take one now. :)

Today is starving-to-death today since I can't eat or drink anything as of midnight. Of course I did a lot of grocery shopping this week, and our kitchen is filled with yummy fruits, breads, meats, veggies, cheese, etc. (mmmmm!) Hospital check-in is at 11:45. I'll get vampired & then given the chance to sit around and chew my fingernails or something less entertaining. Surgery is set for 1:45. I hope to be home no later than 6:00. I just hope my pain can be better managed this round.

Last night I was emotional, and I am again this morning. This has been a stressful week in many ways & I probably need the release. I'm just feeling really left behind lately. It seems like there are babies and children all around us, but none of them are ours. I hate feeling lonely - especially when I'm surrounded by people. This journey has been so difficult. I know when we have a beautiful, healthy baby to bring home it will make more sense. But for now, it still hurts.

I'm a little nervous but also ready to get this over with. Here we go . . .

12 comments:

Aria said...

Good luck, Kristin! Thinking about you today.

Newt said...

Thinking of you, K. You've been through so much lately, and have been so tough through it all. ((hugs))

Amanda Hopper said...

My thoughts are with ya today, Kristin.

Chelle said...

Good Luck. I'll be thinking of you today. Post when you can, but don't rush... Just take it easy.

((HUG))

KandiB said...

You'll do great! One step closer...and the pain meds! Yay! You're in my thoughts and prayers...

Juicy said...

Just not fair. But maybe the surgery will help? I had my fibroids removed in May, I think that might have helped us. Maybe.

I'm thinking such damn strong, good thoughts for you two all the time. Take care sweetie and I hope the surgery is smooth and quick.

Maria (MKC101103) said...

I hope all went well for you today and that your pain was managed very well.

I know the shoes you are walking in. I was so ready to throw in the towel after my third loss last year. But with the support of my DH, family, friends, and online goddesses, I persevered. I know you have the strength to continue and one day you will be bringing home your adorable little baby. I hope that my story can somewhat be the light at the end of your tunnel. I still have 10 weeks until my baby is due, but I feel so blessed to have gotten this far - I never would have thought I'd be here today. I continue to pray every day that I get to meet my little guy in two months. I pray the same for you this time next year. Sending you lots of hugs, sweetie.

Molly said...

Definitely thinking of you today...

Jess said...

Prayers that you can find happiness in the midst of hurt and pain. You know I feel your heartache all too well and am here for you. May this procedure be just the thing to prepare your body for a little one!

kate said...

I hope all is well. You're in my thoughts.

babydust81 said...

Hi there dear...

Hope you are feeling better already. Hope the surgery goes well for you. I know it can be tough but you have been a strong lady all these time.

All the best to you... Another step forward in achieving our dreams of bringing home a healthy baby...

Jess said...

Hope everything went well Kristin!!! :::BIG HUGS::: I'll be thinking of you!

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