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Friday, November 12, 2010


Right now, I'm experiencing a wave of emotion that is linked to fear ---- fear of the unknown, fear of failure.  In reading a couple of different online forums, I've seen some cases of women going through similar journeys as ours that have experienced failed IVF cycles.  I read their stories and questions and my stomach sinks into a small pit.  I am trying to remain positive and hopeful, but the inevitable (aka my history) takes over and I just want to be ill.

I do have smaller waves of emotion that bring excitement, hopefulness, and readiness.  I need to work on riding those waves more often than not and continuing to review my mental images (visualizations) of the outcome we want.

Let's just hope when I start the real hormones next week, that the waves don't look more like this!  :)

1 comment:

Laurie said...

Hang in there! Everyone is different! Its easier to focus on the failures than the successes! Also, I don't think I had any strange emotions on the mess (but ask GB, he may have a different story! Lol).

My best advice is, the day of the embryo transfer, ask for a Valium! You need to relax and stay low that day! You'l be glad you did.

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